Wednesday, 1 April 2009

a little needy

Oh my goodness me! How neglected this little blog has been. I doubt there is ANYONE left to read it. If anyone is out there, hello, how've ya been?

Molly is growing and growing and growing, it is hard to believe that it's all happening on breast milk! She captures my heart more and more every day and I regularly well up with emotion at just how much I love and adore her. Who would have thought but being a mum has made me unbelievably happy.

Though life is not a bed of roses exactly. Shane works horrible, anti social shifts in a job he absolutely loathes. So I spend around 60% of my week feeling like a single mum, stuck in the boonies with no transport, refreshing facebook a million times a second so I can receive some form of communication a little more sophisticated than the 'please change my diaper' cry or the 'feed me NOW woman!' cry.

Needless to say, I feel a little needy.

When Shane arrives home (on the occasions he is home for more than 6 hours sleep before he is back into 'hell' again) I am unbelievable relieved. It surprises me how much better I feel having another set of hands around to pass molly to or help clean up. I guess sometimes It just takes three.

I could go on, but it would probably just become one of those blogs that looks intimidatingly long and is never actually read.


Eyeliah @ said...

I'm still here! well, you are in my google reader so that helps. It's nice to see you, glad baby is also doing fine. Sorry life is so hectic, hopefully and easier pace will present itself.

Milla said...

I'm still here, nerding out. Would a little thrift package or some such fun cheer you up? Flckr mail me.

Pretty Little Pictures said...

I still read you because like eyeliah you are on my reader :) I'm sorry your having such a crappy time without your hubby around but at least you have Molly - She's so cute :)

softspoken said...

i read every word!

Missa said...

Oh Alli, I can completely imagine what you must be feeling. It can be rough going at times but always worth it. Hang in there :)

P.S. I'm adding you to my reader now, so count me in too!